This morning I was exploring unity and the edges of cosmos, love and turn-on with a woman I've never met before. Through Zoom, in a joint container, we came to see, feel and experience both ecstasy, love and fullness, where time and space are folding and unfolding, and where the light, the sparkles and the playful luscious turn-on is so felt that we could taste it (like juicy dripping peach). It was so holy, and so sensual, and it was above all a practice in ecstatic fullness. 

I have different sides. One that sees what's unfolding in the world, which brings out a fierce protectiveness of women, and the conscious feminine and wanting to be of service to the masculine and ultimately truth and what wants to unfold. Which brings a heaviness, but it's also truth-seeking, and learning how to face what's real. The other side just wants to turn on the entire planet, and shake my boobs in ecstasy with everyone - and existence itself, who always shakes her boobs back at me:). And sometimes, in a masculine form, it's a form of love-making. In my courses, I teach both. We start with Eros and turn-on, because without that, we can't weave what wants to unfold, and it's too hard to meet reality. We first need to find our jewel force, and learn to flirt with existence, know our desires and be able to open our hearts. 

In my second course, we explore our power, with and without fangs, and growls and let us be filled with an eternal black panther or a quiet mountain. All of which is so much fun too! And in the third course, when we enter true Matriarch and crone phase, we can do both, and hold both, while weaving a new reality at the same time, and seducing the entire existence into co-creation with our life-force. 

But above all. As Anais Nin said: "I refuse to live an ordinary life, as an ordinary woman, in ordinary relationships. I want ecstasy." And it's already here, at our fingertips. 

What are you desiring now?