Lovisa's Blog

I lose contact with my feminine life-force, with creation, with the fullness of the liquid golden honey cursing through my veins, when I haven't been writing here (or elsewhere). I get contracted, I feel my 'regular self' return and I feel low. Now I've started trusting that process too. That my maturation process is a journey of acceptance that I will most likely never be connected and turned-on all the time, and that the in-between time, when I feel low and depressed, is not only necessary but...

I've just finished the English translation of the book I wrote in Swedish about Awakening Feminine Leadership. In English it's called "What's Most Holy - A pleasure-filled guide to Feminine Leadership", and I feel incredibly proud of myself. I celebrate myself. I sing myself as Walt Whitman so poetically wrote. It's far from perfect, but a great collaboration between myself and Claude. I've made some updates from the Swedish book, but I've kept most of it intact. I will share soon where you can ...

I have a confession to make. My instinct is to go against life. Actually, it kinds of turns me on. I have a lot of fire, and a fight can be really fun. And I love political fights, if both parties are well-read in the topic. But when I meet something I don't like, which I do every day a hundred times over, I resist, which cuts off my life-force, but it also does a number on my stress level and my nervous system. Which is one of the reasons I've been teaching these courses for women. Because I'm ...

Back again. Noticing how difficult it is to stay consistent when I'm in environments where there is little eros and a lot of inner resistance. Which I believe is true for all anyone wanting to be in a higher state. I'm reminded of what Ram Dass said "If you think you are enlightened, stay a week with your family." I also believe that the journey is to keep leaning in, no matter how many times we 'fail'. That the only way out is through. 

Today, however, I wanted to explore AI, or LLMs, Large Lang...

I'm not a Divine Diva, nor a Seductress, nor an inner Courtesan - but I love to aspire to these archetypes. What I am, though, is a playful truth-seeker who loves to flirt, especially with other women - when I'm not a fighter.

I remember my first fight from when I was in third grade. A girl had been spreading lies about me, and I met her outside the school building and we had a real fight. I was practicing Judo, so it wasn't too hard to win. I still remember how much my body was shaking and how d...

The irony of teaching women that we need to be with other women to turn on, is not lost on me. It's like a big cosmic joke. Because I don't like hanging out with women on a group level, generally. It's too complicated for me to figure out the power balance, who has an unknown agenda, who isn't expressing their needs, who wants something but doesn't know it, who feels threatened etc. As a teacher I've learned how to handle it, but I find it exhausting trying to deal with women in groups privately...